im really struggling right now

Happy MONDAY I hope you are doing your best and I love u
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  • I love you 🖤 even if you don’t feel loved remember that you are and life always works out for the best

    morgans vlogsmorgans vlogs7 күн мурун
    • I’m praying for you Morgan! The past year and a half has been extremely rough, so know that you are not alone. We are all scrambling to find ways of filling the holes in our lives. You have such a beautiful spirit and I hope you connect with what will truly fill your life with love , peace and joy. For me, it’s been knowing that Jesus loves me and is with me every single day. He has erased my overbearing sense of emptiness and continues to give me purpose in life. I’m not telling you what to believe, but I’m sure He can help you if you ask Him to. Sending you All the hugs and love in this world ❤️❤️❤️ Things will get better!!!

      SLE smilesSLE smiles18 саат мурун
    • @morgans vlogs I know how you feel, and you are not alone. You seemed so much happier when you were with your parents, and sweet grandma. Big hugs you can do it. And that lady was rude for sure at your class. ❤️

      Valerie RainbowsValerie RainbowsКүн мурун
    • 💖

      Kali MacKinnonKali MacKinnon2 күн мурун
    • I hope you know this for yourself, too, Morgan. 💜 HUGS *

      Chareena AcostaChareena Acosta2 күн мурун
    • @Shari Lynn like you can't tell anyone what to do you're pathetic it's called freedom of speech.

      Lynn SmithLynn Smith3 күн мурун
  • :( i feel like a mistake but have to pretend otherwise for my children. I’m totally over life, have tried many things to overcome and nothing has worked

    C MC M5 мүнөт мурун
  • Its called depression. You need to talk to your doctor honey you may need to get a prescription for medication that will help with that. It could be a chemical imbalance. I understand all to well. I have suffered from this for all to many years. I take a medicine and it had me balanced out now. Smile, it will be all right!!!

    ZiggyZiggy21 мүнөт мурун
  • Dude this shit never makes sense.. be as honest as you can with your dr. You are NOT stupid at all.. you are so emotionally intelligent and so empathetic and so fucking strong. Also that red dress looked BOMB on you👏🏻👏🏻 the color looks so good w your skin and eyes

    Kathleen DeversKathleen Devers3 саат мурун
  • I’m thinking about you girl. I hope you’re climbing out of this dark season. I totally get it. The cool thing is that’s you’re aware of this happening and making effort to not sink further into it and to better your life. Also that SoulCycle instructor sounds awful what the fuck is wrong w her??

    Kathleen DeversKathleen Devers3 саат мурун
  • Thank you again for being real, open, and honest! living alone with not a clue in the world what you’re doing with your life is so overwhelming. Love watching your videos makes me feel normal!

    yvonne armijoyvonne armijo4 саат мурун
  • Girl get some room Mates and stop being sad and alone. And go to church.

    The Good AmericansThe Good Americans5 саат мурун
  • I love you morgan

    jenna silverjenna silver6 саат мурун
  • omg girl you look amazing at breakfast

    Sierra FlammondSierra Flammond7 саат мурун
  • I love your ability to be open and raw!

    craig lampingcraig lamping8 саат мурун
  • I have never related to something more in my whole life. I’m so sorry you’re feeling this way but you sharing this video helps me ❤️

    Holly McCabeHolly McCabe8 саат мурун
  • I literally felt the same exact way last week, I’m just now starting to feel better, you ain’t alone, love you!!

    leah lullabyleah lullaby9 саат мурун
  • Oh god not another straight white financially privileged girl complaining about her life like anyone actually really cares.

    Matt DettlingMatt Dettling9 саат мурун
  • You are so pretty

    Neressa PartabNeressa Partab9 саат мурун
  • Are you still friends with Trinity?

    Sarah JohnsonSarah Johnson11 саат мурун
  • MORGAN I think you are amazing!! SAME on a lot. You are doing it so well... and by it i mean figuring out life.

    jamie schraederjamie schraeder11 саат мурун
  • I’m literally watching this wearing the Not Average hoodie 🙈🙈🙈

    TheCoppertoneGirlTheCoppertoneGirl12 саат мурун
  • Soul Cycle IS a cult. Full stop.

    StinkyButtonStinkyButton12 саат мурун
  • Am I missing something...Or what happened to Garret and Andrew? They seem like they would be great friends to lean on during this time.

    doire aintudoire aintu12 саат мурун
  • Morgan, you are amazing. I feel like you are overthinking and worried about what other people are thinking. You are beautiful and your personality is attractive. Sending you a hug!

    Anthony OldfieldAnthony Oldfield13 саат мурун
    • morgan got a dump truck

      doire aintudoire aintu12 саат мурун
  • My sister has chronic depression and has been pretty close to hurting herself on a few occasions. I think it’s very courageous that you are open about your struggles. My sister has never let us in with her struggles and this was very eye opening for me. Stay strong!

    esmeralda resendizesmeralda resendiz14 саат мурун
  • YOU’RE struggling? Hahahaha. I can barely watch a full KGcode video. Too much commitment. Whereas can drag yourself to a cycle class? You can film, upload, edit a video that will make you money? I say congrats to you! 👏

    Crimson BladeCrimson Blade16 саат мурун
  • Omg girl msg me on insta pls lyndsey_zamora I just wanna talk about our problem because damnn I understand youuu🥺🥺

    Lyndsey ZamoraLyndsey Zamora16 саат мурун
  • Omg the laughing when you say something you dont believe😭😭

    Lyndsey ZamoraLyndsey Zamora17 саат мурун
    • Sry I'm just watching ur videos so you gonna see me popping up🥰💜

      Lyndsey ZamoraLyndsey Zamora17 саат мурун
  • You're not alone!!!😩🤣🤣 No fr tho I feel you girl. I be struggling with living for awhillllllle now😤😤😆

    Lyndsey ZamoraLyndsey Zamora17 саат мурун
  • There is no right or wrong way to feel. We aren’t supposed to always feel aligned just keep riding the wave and pushing on. As human beings, we are extremely emotional creatures and it’s normal to feel extra sensitive and overwhelmed. It’s ok not to be ok, but its important to speak to others around you so that you can take a step back and look at your situation from someone else’s perspective so that you can visualise ways to move forward differently ❤️

    Paigon BrookesPaigon Brookes17 саат мурун
  • When shopping becomes that hole you fill>>>

    Victoria CastilloVictoria Castillo17 саат мурун
  • I can not begin to say how much your vlogs on your mental Health had helped me to change my ways and work on my mental health even at 32 I am finally going to the doctors to get help with my anxiety and depression

    Abbie MartinAbbie Martin18 саат мурун
  • morgan, baby, I wish i could be around you, give you few advice on depression battling. I straight up know what you are talking about. And it’s really hard to see such a pure soul struggle so hard🤍

    ilinailina18 саат мурун
  • You crying while eating breakfast was honestly heart breaking but eye opening for me. Like I’m not the only one who feels like this. Im not the only one who cries randomly and feels so low some days. Im sorry you go through this too. I love your videos and I love how real you are. ❤️

    Cass KostCass Kost20 саат мурун
  • Alright, so as an aggressive loving friend, I would come over and pack your bags and take you to places that will make you happy. And if I were your friend, I would buy plane tickets to get there and take you to Walmart or something. You are someone who needs to be around people physically and be with someone who vibes with you. I can’t be alone otherwise I will break down. It’s not about being reliant on someone, it’s about growing with someone next to you, lover, partner, or friend- whatever. You need that Morgan, and I hope you can find it.

    TashTash22 саат мурун
  • This was crazy to watch because I've never quite related to a video like this?

    Jake KardashianJake Kardashian23 саат мурун
  • literally every different part of this adhd filled video is just literally and unexplainably MY FREAKING LIFE

    dolita windodolita windoКүн мурун
  • I have never related to anything that made me laugh so hysterically before. I feel ya girl!

    ErinErinКүн мурун
  • girly if you don't move back to Colorado I stg

    Morgan LMorgan LКүн мурун
    • I have never related to someone on this level and just 🥺

      dolita windodolita windoКүн мурун
  • morgan got a dump truck

    Johana RodriguezJohana RodriguezКүн мурун
  • Morgan you are brilliant, smart, and gorgeous. And next time tell that lady to "fuck off" dang it!

    Lisa LynnLisa LynnКүн мурун
  • Morgan, thank you so much for your vulnerability. This video made me cry because it made me feel seen and me feel hope. Praying for your peace and happiness. Thank you for your unmatched magic that you give this world and this platform. ♥️

    Samantha CalvilloSamantha CalvilloКүн мурун
  • Morgan you are a force to be reckoned with! So incredible, funny, kind, strong. Keep doing you girl!

    Karlee MihailovKarlee MihailovКүн мурун
  • Sis just move back to the 303 and be my best friend already! You’re incredible and you’re so valid for your feelings. I know things will turn around for the best. Keep pushing baby girl you’re doing great💕

    Madison BrownMadison BrownКүн мурун

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  • Morgan, you are amazing and you are enough. Please keep doing these raw videos, you are so special and help me through my tough moments. ❤️

    erin nicoleerin nicoleКүн мурун
  • I feel this in so many ways. This is me literally every day trying to get through life. It’s nice seeing big-time creators showing real emotions like real people.

    K DK DКүн мурун
  • Jesus is the way and life will never be the same in the best way :)

    Really ThoughReally ThoughКүн мурун
  • ill be your bestie morgan lets facetime

    asap.katesasap.katesКүн мурун
  • im glad i watched this after i was having a depressive episode or something along those lines, definitely makes me feel less alone

    Alicia U.Alicia U.Күн мурун
  • the fact that all of those sunglasses looked so good on you haha, i feel like none look nice on me i'm jealous!!

    Sydney Macoretta ♡Sydney Macoretta ♡Күн мурун
  • Something that really helped me when I used to feel really numb is practicing gratitude. I would write 10 things I am grateful for each morning in detail for 28 days (takes 24 days to form a new habit). It's hard to do it when you are in that state but if you push through, it will change your life for the better. I didn't feel numb after the 28 days were over! I also started recently doing Qigong 10 minutes every day , it's a gentle form of martial arts (kind of like Tai Chi) it's amazing for moving stagnant energy, helps with depression and sleep! Think Vitality with Jeffery Chand is a great youtube channel for learning Qigong!

    Nora HNora HКүн мурун
  • Something that has helped me post moving cross country and leaving my entire life and having no friends was figuring out my love language and doing things that fulfill that for me. My top love language was acts of service so self care, cleaning, organizing, yoga and baking/cooking are things that help me feel better. My other love language is quality time, so forcing my self to date myself and go on picnics alone, hikes, reading even though i'm not a reader lolololol I'm liking the book "what I was doing while you were breeding" by Kristin newman.

    Hannah Makes ItHannah Makes ItКүн мурун
    • also come move to Portland, we can be friends

      Hannah Makes ItHannah Makes ItКүн мурун
  • I have never related to someone on this level and just 🥺

    Ray1506Ray1506Күн мурун
  • Morgan- I know how you feel... I have struggled for a long time to feel happiness. Stay strong Girl.

    AliciaAliciaКүн мурун
  • Can we be friends and have mental breakdowns together 🥺👉👈 ❤️

    Sylvia ClaireSylvia ClaireКүн мурун
  • Thank you, thank you, thank you, for posting a video that can sum up exactly how I feel. I always feel so close to you, because I can tell we feel the same way about life. By you being strong and brave enough to post this, you are helping others like myself that is working on these mental issues as well, that we’re not alone. Bless your heart, thank you for making a video that I can share with others, that might be struggling to understand why we tend to feel this way, and what it’s like. I was literally already sitting here feeling like this, when I started catching up on your videos. ❤️🙏🏻

    Kimberly QuinnKimberly QuinnКүн мурун
  • No need for gd.

    brittneyshaffer1999brittneyshaffer1999Күн мурун
  • Oh my goodness**

    brittneyshaffer1999brittneyshaffer1999Күн мурун
  • Hope you move out of LA

    ertemyhaertemyhaКүн мурун
  • On 13:12 she looks like a boss women!! Like soo hot 🥵

    saba dokhnadzesaba dokhnadzeКүн мурун
  • What is the reason you’re staying in LA? Every time you’re in Colorado you seem at your happiest, I want you to do what you want but I also feel like leaving LA might be the best thing for you :((

    Abigail GAbigail GКүн мурун
  • You aren’t alone! I definitely feel this way all the time. It’s an awful feeling

    Susanna PasillasSusanna PasillasКүн мурун
  • Morgan. Thank you.

    Silita PhengSilita PhengКүн мурун
  • Morgan, I absolutely love you and you are such a beautiful soul ❤ You don't even know how much I can relate to you and you are so right. You are transforming into your highest self for the betterment of your life. It is NOT an easy journey but eventually it'll all make sense and you'll understand why it happened. I have currently gone through this , still going through it (especially when it comes to friendships) I have recently started up Tarot reading and its opened a whole world for me and I have been able to give to others the clarity and assurance they need. Please if you wanted to, I would so love to give you a free Tarot reading to give you some encouragement that you're on the right path ✨💖 either way I am sending you love and light. You got this girl

    Andrea SmithAndrea SmithКүн мурун
  • I would definitely talk to their manager after this lol

    Tati SimpsonTati SimpsonКүн мурун
  • U r doing something right. U r looking and sounding a lot more together than last year. Love ya gurl

    Dawne EverettDawne EverettКүн мурун
  • You probably will never see this butttt every thing in my life is incredible and amazing. We’re getting financially stable our son is healthy we both have nice cars a great apartment we have incredible jobs and we’re making friends and I’m literally not happy and I want to die and that’s on mental illness. I just feel awful and I don’t have a reason to feel bad I just do. I’m taking anti depressants and I’m getting better. I just still have those days where I wanna die. So you aren’t alone and I love you and I wish we could be friends 😂

    Jessica HughesJessica HughesКүн мурун
  • bottom feeder is just... a unique choice of words LMAO

    Haley CroweHaley CroweКүн мурун
  • never related to a video so much, in the past few months I've felt just like you have this past week but feels good to know I'm not alone. Subscribing!

    R GR GКүн мурун
  • This is how I feel everyday it feel so good to know that I’m not alone. I relate to you so much and this so much more thank you

    Olivia GladneyOlivia GladneyКүн мурун
  • Girl GET OUT OF LA that doesn't mean leaving California just move outside of LA

    Aisha AAisha AКүн мурун
  • im eating a chocolate waffle right now and its amazing

    KatieKatieКүн мурун
  • I love you mama, you got this! Change is hard but it is good! new journey ahead

    A BA BКүн мурун
  • baby move back to colorado. l.a is toxic and you need to be with your family. i really hope shane and ryland do the same you all need to get far away from cali and be together back in colorado

    Jessica CarrascoJessica CarrascoКүн мурун
  • I thought your jeans looked nice on you if it helps and hope things get better ❤️

    Josey ThompsonJosey ThompsonКүн мурун
  • Morgan needs a midsommar group cry

    J WilliamsJ WilliamsКүн мурун
  • I have always found that having more friends leads to having more drama in my life. I keep a very small group of friends and my life is amazing.

    Jeff VanlaarhovenJeff VanlaarhovenКүн мурун
  • You’d be a good mommy , please take your time, do it whenever you’re ready .. but when I had my son , and I kinda tried to bond when he was in me still , it was like I was never alone even when I was in my bed alone crying I’d be like ,,, oh :. I’m not alone and it helped ... and then I’d just tlk out loud alil and tell him I love him and try to do something like watch a moviee to make me happy ,, now he’s 3 ,, it’s hard but my son is my sunshine he’s so happy and energized 😂it makes u think like wtf i used to be this hype , but it gives u something to do because you want them to explore the world and Experience the things u did like just playing out in the mud , Or going to the park / zoo ,, I’m on my all alone mommy night 🍷 so maybe this isn’t the best advice 😂 that’s why I said one day .. one day you’ll never be alone , you can even adopt 💕💕💕😇😇

    Mariah DaynellMariah DaynellКүн мурун
  • When she is eating breakfast telling herself everything is ok, that is me

    jasminehksjasminehks2 күн мурун
  • Girl, I think you may be depressed. You can have a picture perfect life and still feel sad inside. I think you would really benefit from seeing a therapist and digging into to the reasons of why you feel unhappy and what you can do to change that. Therapy literally rewires your brain and it could give you the guidance you may need. I hope you can feel better 😊.

    Lyndsay ScottLyndsay Scott2 күн мурун
  • Morgan saying she is okay but slowly descending into a meltdown gives me serious WandaVision vibes from episode 8

    zuygj bnsvzuygj bnsv2 күн мурун
  • Thank u for this video. I feel this exact same way and sometimes I feel like I'm going crazy or like I'm not normal. It is very comforting to know that someone is going through the same thing. These are some things that specifically stood out to me; When u were talking about how everything could be fine but u still feel down or sad for some reason, like something is missing and when u said u feel a pit in your stomach. I feel so sick to my stomach everyday because I always feel sad or lonely. It always feels like I'm off and it gets very exhausting, mentally and physically. I hope u feel better soon and u are a wonderful being. U are so kind and funny, I really enjoy your content. And u look absolutely beautiful as well!

    Emily ReisEmily Reis2 күн мурун
    • Cymbalta. I'm proud of you.

      zuygj bnsvzuygj bnsv2 күн мурун
  • why are we both going breakdown right now...... literally crying right now

    Scully on the RocksScully on the Rocks2 күн мурун
  • Morgan, you honestly are one of the most amazingly beautiful women I've ever seen. I watch all your videos and you have an awesome sense of humor. I relate so much to alot of what your issues are. I'm 48 going to be 49 this year and I have grown so much since 36. You are perfect the way you are. Just have to learn to see that inside yourself. I love you best wishes.

    Sherry HarrisSherry Harris2 күн мурун
  • You know your a grand,other when u look at the DC shoes n say, man those look so comfi... But seriously id wear PS you are so pretty and have such a real personality, It is helpful to know i'm not the only one feeling down these days... But Girl u r so amazing and so smart with some of your self reflection. Even at my old age I love watching you and your brother's content! and PSS Y'alls mom is just the coolest!

    Lori OglesbyLori Oglesby2 күн мурун
  • The pressure of just existing- thats everyone now struggling during this pandemic. For me, add the pressure of parents having high expectations from you. Im at the brink of jumping off a balcony rn

    Xerxes Ashleyy TvXerxes Ashleyy Tv2 күн мурун
  • When you said you’re at a point when you are afraid for the sun to set cause that’s when the bad feelings set in, Ive never related more!!!!!!!!!!!! Morgan you’re my family. Thank u

    i am mimii am mimi2 күн мурун
  • morgan im so sorry you're not feeling yourself right now :/ I have to say though that you are STUNNING!! i love your style and your soul is so pure and I just want to say that you are loved by so many! for real though you are so hot it's kind of unreal.

    Miah WagnerMiah Wagner2 күн мурун
  • Morgan plz talk to a therapist😟

    Ashley PlessAshley Pless2 күн мурун
  • its crazy cuz I literally have felt like that and tbh I never understood how people can be so effected by depression but then I learned the hard way hope you keep on going forward Morgan

    MeanwhileMeanwhile2 күн мурун
  • oh my god Morgan, this made me so sad! But I admire your honestly and I appreciate you being so brave in sharing your lows, because we do all have them! It's about time someone normalizes not being okay sometimes! God bless, hope you're feeling better

    Izzy ByrneIzzy Byrne2 күн мурун
  • Honey, I love you. What you're going through sounds like panic attacks. I have them too, ever since COVID started last March. Please talk to your therapist or primary care physician about it. I take Busbar & Pristiq for my anxiety, but even on medicine you're still going to have bad days (but you'll be able to emotionally handle them better). ❤

    DevereauxDevereaux2 күн мурун
  • I bought new DC shoes!!!!!

    Camila CornejoCamila Cornejo2 күн мурун
  • I NEVER COMPARE MY SELF TO PPL EVER....... not wreath my time no point in it all, nothing but hot hair waste of time........

    Cynthia HarrisCynthia Harris2 күн мурун
  • Dude ryland sucks. You don’t. Get over LA. Move on. Alone.

    Laura HeinzLaura Heinz2 күн мурун
    • control. Thank you

      laskin riubnlaskin riubn2 күн мурун
  • You are so sweet and funny, life will get better. Life really is the shits and we have to keep pushing passed the horrible pandemic. I hope you feel better it's so overwhelming I'm sending you a big hug,😘💜💜💜😁

    Crystal CauslandCrystal Causland2 күн мурун
    • need to realize that

      laskin riubnlaskin riubn2 күн мурун
  • Being a young adult is hard... theres so many directions to take and you take one and do a U turn and the cycle goes on.. currently I'm attempting to switch careers but what happens if I get into it and dont end up liking it.. like I'm already starting over.. I definitely felt this HARD when I was deciding to quit my job, wtf is my purpose?! This is just the eb and flow of young adult hood... but on a real note I do hope your getting some amount of help and talking to someone about this

    Kelsie O'MaraKelsie O'Mara2 күн мурун
  • You are doing a lot of good things.. getting up, going out... all of that. I had that too... but I couldn't make the efforts as quickly as you did. I finally am now.. but I had to get out on Cymbalta and that worked sooooo well. That dark cloud lifted after about a month. Prozac used to work for my anxiety so well but with my horrible depression I had to switch to Cymbalta. I'm proud of you.

    Carlita BonitaCarlita Bonita2 күн мурун
  • Morgan’s literally glowing here ! As always

    Depressing vlogsDepressing vlogs2 күн мурун
  • I broke down this week too. To the point where I was on the floor with my head down crying out of frustration, sadness, mental pain and stressed out to the point when I'm trying extremely hard to keep it all together. People love to criticize and have their own opinions but those can really hurt . You just break. I get it. Update I feel better today(: remember we always have ups and downs in life. We are in this world together.

    alondra Limaalondra Lima2 күн мурун
  • Your definitely not the only one I get this all the time look ok on the outside but breaking in the inside but your strong and beautiful and you’ll get through it love you so much take care 💚🖤

    GlamCloGlamClo2 күн мурун
  • Life is beautiful ❤ Only think about the positive. Love u morgan!

    alondra Limaalondra Lima2 күн мурун
  • Morgan, please get out of Los Angeles. You are so happy when you’re back home with your family.

    Chareena AcostaChareena Acosta2 күн мурун